I am a devout Roman Catholic; I used to use Catholic Answers Forum a lot and did grow a little there. However, very unfortunately, I still suffer from heavy scruples and depression. Scruples in the eyes of a Roman Catholic is a bit different, you must understand. I feel terrible for my arrogant posts; I am really wasting your time and possibly irritating you? I really thought this forum would help, but I see that this struggle of mine, with psychiatric help I am currently seeking, is possibly a struggle I will have for life. Please forgive me.