So I’m going to confession with an RC Priest this morning, going back to Rome. It all started when I realised my TEC priest, whom I love, doesn’t believe any of the miracles in the bible actually happened. This started in a homily, where she quoted the famous apostate priest Crossan. After I realized she read him, I knew we were in trouble. Plus, I’m trying to be a celibate gay man in a church with married gay men. I’m trying to be pro-life in a church of pro-choicers. I don’t like the catholics much, but they are orthodox, except for Francis, God help us. But I can find a good parish with a good priest, I have lots of choices. Plus I think the priest who will be hearing my confession this morning is available for some spiritual direction. as a spiritual side note I’m going to talk to Father about abstaining from the Eucharist for a period of time so I can do penance. I’ve thought of this in the past but now I’m convinced it’s necessary. I will avail myself of confession/direction monthly and receive a small number of times a year, like Easter, Pentecost and Christmas. I’ll probably still pray out of my new 2019 BCP!! I love it! Anyway... no one in my life is affirming my choice, no family, no friends, not my therapist, and all of those people think I should indulge my sodomitical inclinations. So I’m really going counter culture here. If there was a continuing church nearby or an ACNA... but alas. anyway, I just needed to share, and yes, I believe Jesus really fed 5000 with 5 loaves a few fish. He actually multiplied the bread!!!!!