Hi folks, I need some advice- I attended church regularly when I was a child, with my aunts and grandmother (on my fathers side), up until my parents divorced. After that I had little contact with them, I don't know the reasons why? As I became a teenager, I started reading the bible and praying everyday, I wanted to go church and believed, but didn't want to tell people through fear of being teased about it. As I got older I had children of my own, who are all christened. But that was in the catholic church as I wasn't sure what church to attend and my mother-in-law is Italian (non-practicing catholic) and insisted. I couldn't understand the ceremony as it was in Italian. My now teens attend a C of E school and I have felt pulled to the C of E church, like I'm meant to do something there, or meant to be there, it's like returning home where I can be me there. Also my two little ones (4year old and 8year old) loved going to the C of E church. I want to be christened there, and have the children confirmed, and go every Sunday, and help the church as much as I can, until I find out why I'm so drawn to that church. But my mother in law insisted on coming with me last Sunday, and after mass she instead of driving me home drove me to a Catholic Church, sat through another mass, and talked to the priest about giving my son his 1st holy communion. She told me I couldn't go to the C of E church again, cos that is not what she believes in, and will not accept that me and my child actually enjoy and love going to that church. Is the lord calling me there? What can I pray for? Is it best to ask for strength to stand my ground and follow what I believe?